When i was your man.

Allah tak pernah kekalkan malam tanpa siang,

Allah tak pernah kekalkan hujan tanpa panas,

Allah tak pernah kekalkan banjir tanpa surut,

Allah tak pernah kekalkan tangisan tanpa ketawa,

Allah tak pernah kekalkan derita tanpa bahagia.

Begitu juga dengan SEDIH. Allah tak akan kekalkan SEDIH tanpa GEMBIRA.

Bersangka baiklah dengan Allah, Allah akan kurniakan kamu sesuatu yang baik juga. Allah tak pernah menzalimi hambaNYA. Dan janganlah kamu menzalimi diri kamu sendiri.

Tersenyumlah dalam menghadapi hari-harimu. :)

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

p/s: sedih jer dengar lagu ni....huhuhuhu......most of us mungkin pernah merasakannya.....tabahlah wahai hati....Allah selalu bersamamu....

Bacalah sekerap yang kita mampu...

Qunut Nazilah

Ya Allah, 

Sesungguhnya kami letakkan kamu dibatang leher musuh-musuh kami!

Dan Kami berlindung denganMu dari kejahatan mereka

Ya Allah, 

Hancur leburkanlah kumpulan-kumpulan mereka,

Kacau bilaukan persatuan mereka!

Cerai-beraikan pakatan mereka! 

Goncangkan pendirian mereka!

Hantarkan Ya Allah, anjing-anjing ke atas mereka!

Wahai Tuhan Yang Gagah Perkasa!

Wahai Tuhan Yang Bersifat Murka! 

Ya Allah! 

Wahai Tuhan yang menurunkan KITAB!

Wahai Tuhan yang mengerakkan awan!

Wahai Tuhan yang menewaskan Bala Tentera Ahzab 

Kalah Mereka.......

Menangkanlah Kami..... ke atas mereka.... !!

Ya Allah....sangat tersentuh hati ini apabila melihat saudara kami di Gaza, Palestin sedang ditempur, dibunuh dan ditindas oleh kaum yahudi laknatullah...Kau berilah kekuatan, kemudahan dan kemenangan keatas saudara kami di sana untuk terus mempertahankan tanah suci orang Islam...ya Allah, Kau lah Tuhan Yang Maha Mengetahui segala apa yang berlaku di langit dan di bumi.....

He always there for you...

"Kadang-kadang Allah tidak memberikan apa yang kita mahu, tetapi memberikan apa yang kita perlukan..."

Oleh itu, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada. Jangan cepat mengeluh bila diberi ujian oleh 

Allah SWT...

Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mengetahui segala yang berlaku...Please be strong!! Never give up...He always there for you...Just do your best in everything you do...InsyaAllah He will give something better for your life in return...

Rhythm of Love

My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
Warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love"
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love

My heart beats like a drum
A guitar string to the strum
A beautiful song to be sung
She's got blue eyes deep like the sea
That roll back when she's laughing at me
She rises up like the tide
The moment her lips meet mine
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine

Play the Music low and sway to the rhythm of love

When the moon is low
We can dance in slow motion
And all your tears will subside
All your tears will dry

Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba baba
Da da-da dum da-da dum
Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba
Da da-da dum da-da dum

And long after I've gone
You'll still be humming along
And I will keep you in my mind
The way you make love so fine
We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the music low and sway to the rhythm of love

p/s: i missed my home already...mama..papa..love both of you forever~

Relationship last long because two people made a choice: to KEEP it, FIGHT for it, and WORK for it. But hey! Am I strong enough to keep, fight and work for it?

Ya Allah...Please guide me to the way You would have me to go...Lead me on life's stormy sea...Through all the trials that be...Please help me with my steps in life and let me not lose my way...Give me strength to stay on the straight path...Amin...

Skinny love...

C'mon skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning i'll be with you
But it will be a different "kind"
I'll be holding all the tickets
and you'll be owning all the fines

C'mon skinny love what happened here

Suckle on the hope in lite brazziere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now i'm breaking at the britches
and at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind



*This is the song in VD-episode21..what a great story...*must watch tv-series*

I can't love you back...

I can love you in the morning
I can love you all day
I can love you even more when I get home
I can love you every second
to the ends of the earth
Where needing you's the only thing that's on
my broken one track mind


Girl, I love you crazy
It comes so easy, after all we had
I could love you with all my heart
But the hardest part is
I just can't love you back


I could write a thousand letters
Call a hundred times a day
Or try to drown my sorrow at the bar
I could go down to the church
Get on my knees and pray
But it still won't change the way things really are
Won't bring you back again


I can love you for all I'm worth
To the ends of the earth
But I just can't love you back...





p/s: mule2 dgr lagu ni mcm x best je. tapi lame2 best la pulak..sedih...sob sob...

The Emptiness.

Today, i feel so empty...


*Ya Allah, kepadaMu sahaja tempatku mengadu.
Kau berikanlah ku kekuatan.
Tolonglah hambaMu yang amat kerdil lagi hina ini.
Kau ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku yang lalu.
Sesungguhnya Engkau Tuhan yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Pemurah.
Sekiranya nyawaku sudah hendak dicabut, Kau panjangkanlah ia Ya Allah..
Sesungguhnya biarlah sempatku berakti kepada kedua orang tuaku.
Amin ya Rabbal alamin*

I miss...

i miss studying/lepaking with my course mate @ library ums
i miss eating ice-cream while waiting for the next class @ d' bayu
i miss dating @ centre point
i miss eating ikan bakar, sotong bakar & 'spirulina'-things like jelly in green color @ pasar filipin
i miss yoyo drink - like cool blog @ level 3, centre point
i miss water rafting @ sg. padas
i miss overnight @ tips of borneo
i miss eating @ anjung selera/anjung senja
i miss seeing sun set @ jeti ums
i miss nasi goreng kampung @ cafe b
i miss dating @ cafe c
i miss jogging @ stadium ums
i miss eating chicken wings @ tanjung aru
i miss the beaches
i miss coolness mesilau
i miss one day-ad hock trip to ranau
i miss 'bbq'ing @ taman pertanian sabah, tenom
i miss climbing mountain kinabalu
i miss the last minute preparation of assignment with class-mate
i miss last minute study group for exam
i miss buying giordano umbrella while raining (because its cheaper!)
i miss car rental with pakcik kf
i miss goreng pisang @ likas
i miss warmness 2.03 (block C)
i miss the singing/melalak/crying with housemate
i miss scrambling the buses AB/CD
i miss going to pasar tamu every sunday morning to buy 'lufa'
i miss all the memory in sabah.
i really mean it.

*Silence*

The best answer to anger is silence

&

Silence is the most perfect expression of scorn.


sometime, we feel bad about our relationship with others
we are not strong as before
we try to be cool
but, we couldn't be back as normal
that's why the best medicine is S.I.L.E.N.C.E.
just pray & make doa' for them to change their attitude to be better.
that's all i can do now...

Penyakitan

Sore throat + Cough + Headache + Stress + Tiredness = Penyakitan

Rasa sakit dada sangat bila batuk yang berlarutan. Malam-malam terjaga. Batuk kuat. Tanpa henti. Banyak dosa kot. Huhu.

[Sleep mode ajie chem]

[Sad + Sorrow Mood]

I'm speechless. Today, DX di timpa musibah lagi. Aku diuji lagi oleh-Nya. Early in the morning, on the way to send Awa to the airport suddenly rpm kereta naik sehingga takat 5 dan minyak tekan sendiri (ini baru fully auto). Sound funny but this is the truth. Terpaksa bawak slow sahaja. Nasib baik sempat sampai sebelum kapal terbang berlepas. Sudahlah terbangun lambat. Gara-gara migrain semalamnya. Nasiblah amush si jam loceng kejutkan. Thank you dear.

Kembali menghantar DX ke kedai Castrol seperti biasa. Dan inilah penyebabnya.

Carburetor which cost me RM280 =)

On 7.30 pm, take DX back from Castrol. Then, went to makan malam berdekatan rumah. Tiba-tiba, 'pooooopp' bunyi yang agak kuat kedengaran. Panik kejap. Ingatkan carberator yang baru ditukar rosak balik. Rupa-rupanya cermin kereta hadapan pecah seribu. Omg. Tuhan memang tak bagi aku pergi Bukit Broga esok pagi. Terus patah balik kerana tidak nampak jalan. Esok harus ke bengkel lagi. I hate this. Tetapi ini dugaan Allah. Aku terima dengan redha.

Pisau cukur.

Inikah? eh, silap pula.

Ini baru betul.

Gila. Temperature itu naik sehingga melebihi H = Hot Fm!


Disebabkan dia, aku kerugian RM 800.
Overhaul. Radiator. Distributor. Menci.
Pemikiran kini seperti tidak mahu memiliki apa-apa jenis kereta pun.
Kadang-kadang ia amat menyusahkan.
Tapi
kalau tiada kereta, lagi susah.
Haih.



Kini, kereta diibaratkan sebagai pisau cukur.